This March's Buzz Night is on the 4th of March...

Buzz Night March 4, Saturday @ Mayrics

here's the line-up...

candyaudioline
skies of ember
inflikt
soft pillow kisses
populardays
kings and pawns
shimmer
my science project

see you there...

very BUSY!!!

welloooo!!!

busy sorbra...
not enough time to post...
lot's of things had taken place...
a sunday practice session was held to ready us for this tuesday's up fair gig

tuesday february 14. valentines day... pillow played up fair...

we played at around 10pm and i think we slightly ruined the "rock mood of the night"... nevertheless. it was quite an enjoyable gig... we played 3 song all of which were new...
not much time to talk about it though...

by the way buzz night will be on the 4th of march...

i'll give some really note worthy account of things that transpired during the past few days once i get to free myself from the rigors of a busy work-sched and habitual self-loathing...

see you soon...

New Soft Pillow Kisses Song Lyrics

Your shoes are untied

Quietly cute in your flares
And your shoes are untied you don’t care
Gives a deep sweet sigh of hope

Your smile goes like ripples in air
I’m so moved when you undo your hair
Makes me sing sweet lines I hope

Someday in time we’ll see

Seeing you silently stare
With those eyes like there’s nobody there
Gives me chills deep down I know

Your voice I can hear for a mile
Makes me give out those uncertain smiles
I’m so scared deep down I know

Deep down inside I’m to scared to try…

… so please… understand me…
I just want to be… with you all the time

I don’t know… maybe it shows…
My longing for you all the time,
I can no longer hide what I feel for you


Under-cover angel

As I sit here all alone thinking
Thoughts of you gives me confused feelings
Is it real or is it worth believing

(faint) and time stood still
(dazed) when tides moves in

You’re like a fire in the cold winter
A gentle breeze the tames the heat of summer
Are you an angel who’s just under-cover

I no longer know just what to do
Is it me and what I feel for you
Afraid that I could be doing things that would hurt you

Given chance and time to wonder why
Painful truths and loads of silly lies
Under-cover angel please don’t ever leave me dry


Just like the sky

You always wanted to be just like the sky
Dream of things impossible you like to be up high
You will never know… as the saying goes
For you… you are only human

I always like to sit back looking at the sky
When it’s clear it’s beautifully bright it hurts my eye
But we always know… clouds do come and go
And me… I am only human

Don’t treat me like the moon
When your wishes won’t come soon
For the stars… are shining so bright
Go look it up to see
Just like sunshine touching feet
Pretty soon you will have to decide


Taste like vintage wine

On a Saturday
you broke my heart it aches again

yet in many ways
I’m still in love today I guess

Silently I’m calling
Catch me please I’ve fallen (to a pit oh don’t you care)

And for sometime
You taste like vintage wine
Suggest (we will be together… it will be forever)

Got so surprised
(The things you said that night/
The way you said good bye)
Good bye (we can’t be together… it can’t be forever)

Silently I’m calling
Catch me please I’ve fallen
Violently, I’m shaken
Take my hand, release me from this thing I call despair…

Let Me Try Again...

hi peeps...

as i've said in my candyaudioline blog, "i've been very busy during the past few days. work has swallowed up most of my time"... not giving me a chance to tell you the recent news about soft pillow kisses... so here it goes...

candyaudioline bassist arjay has been replaced by superminty bassist william as soft pillow kisses bassist. there was an attempt on my part to scout another bassist but william has begged me to let him be a permanent member of pillow. recently, i met-up with an interested prospect. gave her a copy of all the songs we every recorded. just last tuesday, she backed out citing her work as the main reason for not being able to try out... i've decided to give in to william's request...

i offered arjay to play keyboard for the band. he readily agreed but until now he has yet to practice with us...

soft pillow kisses vocalist eloha was almost booted out of the band by your's truly just last tuesday due to issues about her not being with us during practice and in the process spoiling our live performances with her quite embarrassing, way out of tune singing... be were able to talk to each other and she assured me that she doen't want to leave the band and that she had valid reasons for not going to recent practice sessions... everything was resolved that same night and during practice, eloha, inspite of nursing a bad cold, sang really well that night. specially on the newer songs because it was as if the songs were custome made for her...
my recent bout of depression has somehow ended my 3 year song writing drought... in the past 4 weeks, i was able to come up nearly 10 songs, 6 of which are complete. of the 6 one has gone from candyaudioline to soft pillow kisses... 2 songs has been played-live twice already by soft pillow kisses. two more have been recently given its final pillow treatment leaving just one song polished... these 6 songs has recently inspired me to again, go after my "ALMOST FORGOTTEN GOAL" of putting out an album or even an ep via foreign indie lable... plans are being made. hopefully we'll start recording the songs as soon as i'm damned dead sure that all of the new songs has reached its maturity...

tonight we might demo 4 of these 6 songs...

i would like to thank Apol (ex-pillow vocalist) for convincing me to give eloha a chance to air her side...

thanks also to selena for reformatting this blog...

A Slight Letdown...

hi peeps...

i was looking forward to play an all new songs set last night. but because i wasn't sure if we could make it in time for buzz night coming from cavite city at around 12:25am, the excitement faded a bit. also, receiving from eloha that she could not wait for us any longer made me more non- interested in even reaching mayrics on time. to my surprise, upon arriving at mayrics, eloha was still there. but that didn't take away the "sudden lost of interest" that i was having towards the gig.. by the time i was finished setting up my gear, i've come to realise that i was going blank on the new songs... i tried to recall them but ti no avail... eloha too has yet to memorize all 4 songs... this resulted in a slightly erratic set. i kept fucking up the chords, and forgetting the lyrics every now and then. my mic was also playing with my mind... eloha too sang slightly off key... charles forgot some of his parts and william was at many times "caught with the wrong chords"... only janpol was consistent...

nevertheless, we had fun. the people were all too receptive (or to put it more correctly "they were very polite")... after that we went to mr kebab for our "off stage" bonding sessions with candyaudioline kel and ian popular days . candymates arjay and dennis decided to go with their friends from another band that played last night... as usual, aside from filling our stomachs with loads of persian delights, we nearly exhausted our eyes at the abundant flow beautiful faces, sexy bodies and nearly exposed patches of female skin. ang saya saya... yun lang...

oh well... maybe next time we'll be able to cut it properly...

Welcome To This Blog...

hi...

wala lang. i just want to have a blog for Soft Pillow Kisses using an old nearly forgotten one...

well. i'm not going to write something now because i'm a bit sleepy. maybe in the days to come you'll be hearing a lot from me...

this blog was one called "feltsofine" and according to an old acquiantance, "it has served it's purpose..." now it has a new one and i just hope it does... if not, i'm still okey with that...

so what purpose would this "old blog whith a new name" serve? honestly, i still don't know yet...

bye for now... see you soon!!!