From Bad To Worst...

Helo Everyone...

Soft Pillow Kisses situation has gone from bad to worst in less than 2 posts... There's a possibility of a permanent residency for Charles in ___________ . I honestly can't do anything about it... it's now a situation wherein "letting things be" is the best possible way to handle this situation...
i still have my options though but it is more comfortable if it was Charles himself... We had been band mates since the last great line-up change of this band and with the possibility of him being "constantly" unavailable or should i say "hanging" in his commitment to us is not a very nice thing...

Here are my options: First one is to keep Charles as the guitarist then look for a sessionist which i currently have in Dennis (Candyaudioline)... Another is to get Kelvin (Aspirin) and make him a permanent member but with Charles still the priority guitarist... The third option is to look for a new guitarist... I'm opting for the first...

I've spoken with Charles a last night and he assured me that he don't want to be out of Soft Pillow Kisses... Neither do I... So maybe we'll just have to let things be for the meantime... I'll just have to be reminded that Charles isn't ours exclusively anymore tha what hurts most is that we will just have to step back (always) even at the last minute when he is called to duty...

Even just now I'm beginning to feel sour at the situation but i guess what's important is the friendship more than anything else... He really needs this gig i guess, so i'll give it to him... i hope that someday i'll get mine... and i want to achieve this gig with the people i like the most...